who cares?
June 10, 2004 at 3:37 a.m.
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate not knowing if things are going to work out? Well, I hate it a lot. So much so that sometimes, I just feel like crying. And quite a lot of those sometimes I let myself do it. I just let myself get my hopes up and then something comes along to smash them right back down. And you know what? I feel selfish for doing it. Then I go into self-deprecation and it's just not a pretty sight.It's too damn hot.
