Mother's Day
May 11, 2003 at 3:12 p.m.
Raven's been doing much better today than she was yesterday. She's still not eating which worries me a great deal, but at least she doesn't have the same horrible sad look in her eyes. Not to say that she doesn't look sad; it's just not the same saddness. Every now and then Raven has some difficulty breathing though. I'm beginning to finally believe that she might live through this. Maybe she really will be alright. Sure, I type this now and tomorrow she'll be back to the way she was yesterday. I'm hoping that's not true.I started another diary yesterday. This one is jovian-tears. I decided that I liked the template I'm using for this diary but it just didn't fit my poems, which somehow always end up dark and brooding. So, I found another really great template that compliments my poems quite nicely but that doesn't always go with the day to day aspects of my life. Ergo, I started jovian-tears. I'll be leaving the poems I've already posted in here, but from now on, I'll post the rest of my poems in my jovian-tears diary. It just makes more sense to me that way.
Well, today is mother's day and once again for the unknown year in a row I wasn't able to buy my mom anything. I hate being broke. I made her a card instead. She told me earlier this week not to buy her anything. She said she just wanted me to make her a card. That's what I did, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it. I would love to be able to buy her something nice. One day I will. Who knows when that day will come? But it will.
Sweet
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ACK!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peace
